July is here. I never thought I would still be here in this country. I thought I would have left in June. But I am still here. And frankly, I am not very sure if I wanna leave any more.
Life operates in a funny sort of way. One moment we can be so sure about what we want, then we sway to a different direction motivated by reasons like… money, a better opportunity, bosses from hell, you know. That kinda stuff…
And then, as ‘moments’ passed, what was planned earlier doesn’t really matter that much anymore. Are we so frickle minded, lack of courage, too comfortable in our own little comfort zone that we have given up the will to explore what’s on the other side of the fence?
I don’t know. Or maybe, all these were not meant to happened anyway. Maybe it’s a phase that we have to go through so that we can reignite the deepest desires in our hearts…
Oh yes…I have my desires. Not a day goes by that I have not thought about my one year backpacking trip which is due to happen end of next year. That’s right, a 9-6 job in a corporate setting its isn’t exactly what I envision to do for the next 20 years or so. I wanna be a citizen of the world, write and take photographs all the time, help build a school, defend the wild life etc.
The question is, can I be honest with my goal and aspiration?
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